ixiblix

ugh. I need to create a t-shirt and program design for my school's African performance but my brain is not producing any grand artsy creations :/
But, I have a few swell ideas for an 80's inspired one(featuring a boombox) and an Malcolm X one....
>__<
MUST.FOCUS.ON.AFRICA!!
gah....

So, I'm still alive people!!
I'm just a quiet member =3

So...it seems as if every year, noticeably in January in seems, I get a sudden urge to connect with DA again. >.>  Maybe it's because DA takes me back to my past (this will be my 5th year here,omg...middle school,gaaahhh) and that's a place I'd rather be sometimes.
Oddly enough, my return to DA always seems to correlate to my return anime/manga, which has rekindled lately 8D

Or, maybe I'm just tired of seeing the SAME journal entry that's been up since...December....2008 D:

Atleast I have new deviations this time and AN AFRO!!! XD
[I cut my hair last summer and I now have a 6/7 inch 'fro]

Life, please stop for a moment because I've seem to have lost track of the time....

Adios,mis amigos....

*sidenote: how...how in the world have I received 5k page views when last time I had,like, 2k?? 8P*

Aaahhh...what am I doing here?? I dont know but I think I want/need to be. Here are the updates in my life:
-Got accepted into a new school
-going to that new school
-got my first job
-got my first laptop(currently using)
-danced for the first time in her life =3
-too many personal revelations concerning new school mates. >_>
-changed so much I hope my old friends still recognize me
-heart got broken and broke someone else's....


Why did I decide to revive myself?? Well, while sitting here at home sick(again for the second consecutive weekend; they sent me home forcefully) I just realized that while at school, Im always doing "real work", nothing along the lines of creative v.v This school tires you out, as in wrings your soul like a wet shirt.

Also, because my classmates are on Facebook, I've been using it instead of here because well...I already said that. I needed this creative vent to express myself without the repercussions of my classmates eying at my art/work >.>

Hey, I need a break from reality and I always felt that way here...<3

1. French or Italian? Italian
2. Would you do drugs? Nope
3. What would you change about the past? the year 2001
4. Do you like rock climbing? ugh i dunno
5. One goal you'd like to achieve this year: speak to Him
6. Are you a neat freak? i would be if i didn't have a "roommate"
7. If you could go to one place right now, it would be: a basketball game
8. What are you wearing right now? tank top and sweatpants and  slippers
9. Where do you live? in a small,small town
10. Sneakers or flip-flops? both?
11. Have you ever kissed someone? yea...
12. Do you like having your picture taken? only if my face doesn't look fat that day
13. Math or science? i'll take science any day
14. Do you get along with other people's parents? for the most part;they give me i leave them alone
15. Yahoo or Google? G00gle
16. What's the most common name you know? Ian
17. What is your lucky number? 19
18. Do you believe in soul mates? not right now
19. Do you like working with people? never--ever
20. What is something you know that most people don't? current events
21. Name one person you love, and why: myself because i can trust me
22. Do you believe in magic? alittle bit =3
23. Do you have a boyfriend? *sniffles* maybe soon....
24. Pain or no gain? hell yeah!
25. Have you ever had a crush on more than one person at the same time? ^_^ well...yea...like right now...
26. Can you write with both hands? no
27. Who DID let the dogs out? MY SISTER!!!!GRRR!!!
28. Do you read much?about a book a week
29. Collar popped or normal? popped if the person w/ it is hot
30. What does your name mean? a mountain range
31. Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? YES!!!---i mean,only if the opportunity arises
32. What's the sickest you've ever been? chickenpox-preschool-3 weeks
33. Would you flip off the president? never!
34. Are you good at imitating accents? actually yesh
35. What's your favorite album/CD? In Rainbows by Radiohead
36. Have you ever been to a beach? yup
37. Have you ever been on a motorcycle? yeah
38. Have you ever read an article about defeating MySpace addiction? not that i care
39. Sprite or 7Up? Sierra Mist
40. Do you have a job?yes;family slave
41. Do you like the band Nine Inch Nails? no
42. Have you ever gone a week without showering? hehe yea
43. Have you ever kissed someone in the rain? pft...
44. Name 4 things you always have with you: pens,Ipod,cellphone,my sanity
45. Name one person you hate, and why: nobody because it's wrong to hate
46. Do you use email, IM, MySpace, or phone the most? gmail
47. Favorite type of sock? toe socks!!
48. Group or single dates? group dates
49. Do you like depressing music? sometimes, aka The Smiths
50. Have you ever been on a snowmobile? nooo
51. Where is your favorite place to live? New York
52. Drums or guitar? acoustic guitar
53. Last time you cried? last summer
54. Pancakes or waffles? Waffles w/ yogurt
55. Would you die for the one you loved? i do it myself if i had to
56. What is your favorite hair style? loooong dreads ^_^
57. Who do you trust? umm,other than me,Jesus
58. Do you believe in love at first sight? sometimes
59. Abortion or adoption? Adoption!
60. What was your New Year's resolution? didn't have one
61. Are you afraid of the dark? .....yes
62. Do you like dancing? YEAH!
63. What is/was your favorite subject in school? English
64. What do you wear to bed? fleece pants and a t-shirt
65. Explain your political beliefs. whatever works
66. Your first crush: there were to many
67. Are you a vegetarian? i pork
68. Who have you met in real life after meeting them online? hehe
69. Favorite food? ice-cream and cookies
70. Boxers or briefs? :boxers:
71. Do you smoke? No.
72. Lace or satin? laze ish sexier
73. Have you ever been beat up? pft hell no
74. What is your favorite number? 34
75. What was the last insult you GAVE? move it fatty
76. Do you eat meat? again, I pork
77. McDonalds or Burger King? no like fast food
78. Where is your favorite place to be? a Webb b-ball game
79. Who is the most controversial person you know? my friend Molly
80. Do you brush and floss? sometimes i forget to floss
81. Have you ever prank called someone? yeah
82. Do you believe the Bible? believe it? I LIVE by it
83. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? ugh no
84. Tastes great, or less filling? wtf?
85. Last time you saw your mom? an hour ago
86. What is your dream job? being the new Dr. Phil
87. Have you ever left the house naked? no
88. What does the world need more of? condoms
89. Last phone call? Molly
90. What would be the worst way to die? Being eaten by a giant squid.
91. Do you get enough exercise? no *sniffles*
92. You are about to die. What do you do with your worldly possesions? bring em with me~!
93. Have you gone on a date? not really
94. Say something annoying. i love you
95. Last hug? at church
96. Do you love someone? no one
97. Cell phone, land line, or talking with a mic on the computer? cellphone for privacy
98. Hot or beautiful? i want both
99. Have you ever been to college? yes
100. Who can you tell anything to? stuffed tortoise Dorothy
101. Have you ever been racist? nooooo
102. Do you like cows? if they're in my burger then yes i love cows
103. How easily do you trust people? not often,not even alot of my friends
104. Would you dress as the opposite sex? if the opposite sex dressed as me
105. Do you like tongue twisters? can't say that i do
106. Do you have any collections? nope
107. Are you registered to vote? (And have you yet?) to young
108. Would you date someone older than you? oh yeah! no more than 25 though
109. Are you artistic? verbally so
110. Would you drop out of school or quit your job? i'd quit my job
111. Are you good at dancing? Heck yea
112. Would you run from the police? i'm to scared to
113. What is your favorite name?Josaphia,Blaire, Sarina
114. Do you like cats?not really..
115. Do you believe in free will? of course
116. Have you ever been to a concert? a band concert
117. Have you ever considered suicide? when i was emo and not caring
118. Favorite year so far? last year/10th grade
119. Have you ever written a song? yeah
120. Explain what you think about dating. going where i want to go
121. Do you have any piercings? my ears
122. Favorite country? any Asian country
123. Who did you last talk to? my sis
124. Last time you spent $100, and what for? on some video games
125. Bagels or chicken? Bagels.
126. Do you send chain letters very often? i don't even like recieving them
127. Do you have any pets? Why? a stupid dog because my family likes it
128. Who is your enemy? Satan
129. What is your screen name? ixiblix
130. Have you ever moshed? in 8th grade
131. Do you smile a lot?
132. What do you label yourself as? Realistic Brusque Big Sis
133. Do you hold grudges? many for over 5 years
134. Do you drink enough water? no
135. Pizza or pasta? pasta i.e. lasagna
136. Who is your oldest friend? Kim
137. What if you had three wishes - what would you wish for? to marry a hawt guy w. dreads, adopt five kids,marry young
138. Do you believe in hell? it scares me
139. Have you ever been in love? not sure
140. Have you ever skipped school? hehe yea
141. Do you like to learn? yes!!
142. What is your favorite sport? not a sports fan
143. What is one bet you've won? never betted
144. What name brand do you wear the most? J!nx
145. Are you ghetto? man I'm G!! well,  a G-lover that is
146. What is the last thing you said to someone? move it fatty
147. What do you do most when you're bored? sleep,eat,sleep,eat
148. Last kiss? last year
149. Who is the fattest person you know? thats mean
150. Who is the most fun person you know? meh friend Anais
151. Would you be president if you could? i dunno, if it included any man i wanted
152. Do you have a blog? ......
153. Do you like arcades? eh,kinda
154. Do you like photography? eh,kinda
155. Do you celebrate Hannukah? not Jewish
156. What was the last compliment you received? "Girl, you so pretty!" =3 i love church pppl
157. Status quo or radical change? status quo
158. What's the best concert you've seen? none
159. Have you ever stolen something over $20? noooooo
160. Hot or cold? hot and--hehehe
161. Why do you like the music you do? it's different and sounds natural and makes me thing
162. Have you ever been on the radio? yeah, like 3 times!
163. Would you chug beer? erm, no
164. Explain what you think about abortion. just have the baby and give it up
165. What was the last compliment you GAVE? "you too"
166. What would you NEVER change about the past? Learning to draw
167. Would you have plastic surgery? Heck No
168. If you could change one thing about yourself, it would be: my shyness around certain ppl
169. What is the perfect day for you?  chillin' in a cafe in NYC
170. Do you shower daily? Yup
171. Have you ever slept on a rooftop? No.
172. When do you go to bed? 11pm
173. Would you give me $5? if you gave me something in exchange
174. If you could punch one person, who would it be? my parent(s)
175. Have you ever eaten sushi? yea
176. Hug or kiss? i hate both.ewww
177. What are your thoughts about life? to short for to long
178. Do you like meeting friends' parents? oh I LOVE meeting my friend's parents!! ^_^
179. Have you ever broken a bone? No.
180. Right handed? Left handed? Both?Right handed
181. Do you believe in yourself? as much as i believe in God
182. What is your eye color? hazel/green
183. Best April Fool's joke ever? pulled a car for under someone
184. Do you like the band The Arcade Fire? never heard of em
185. Do you believe in love? i suppose
186. Rhyme, free verse, or slant rhyme? rhyme
187. Love or like? like because love makes you hate
188. What is your body type? above average
189. Have you ever danced in public? yeah and i made ppls jealous!!!
190. Have you ever been drunk? NO
191. Have you ever smoked? NO
192. How do you align yourself politically? Independent
193. How tall are you? 5-4 and 1/3
194. Have you ever made out with just a friend? i've never made out at al
195. Emily Dickinson or Walt Whitman? the first
196. Favorite celebrity? Boy George
197. Have you ever been surfing? No
198. What is your favorite word? inveigh
199. Do you ever cook? for myself
200. Have you ever sworn? not anymore

omg that took like, an hour! i'm not even going to tag anyone else.